armorbearer (2006 blog): February 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006



you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six

being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six

the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often

are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents

are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

do the test here!

it's very accurate, particularly about anxiety and nervousness and worryness.. i guess i take after my mum?

argh, rendering is SUCH a pain sia. i'm still stuck in CG waiting for everything to be done with.

sian half.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:04 PM 」



you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six

being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six

the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often

are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents

are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

do the test here!

it's very accurate, particularly about anxiety and nervousness and worryness.. i guess i take after my mum?

argh, rendering is SUCH a pain sia. i'm still stuck in CG waiting for everything to be done with.

sian half.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:04 PM 」



sigh, just when you thought you've seen my last poost from the Digital Effects Studio, i humbly disgress.

apparently when leeling rendered, she left out the roof of our animation!

ps. dont' worry lee, we still love you! <3 :)

and it was mighty self-sacrificial of her to let us (kokyeow&me) go off earlier on friday.

filmhistory's doing okay i guess. about to finish the 1st wave of revision.

Lord have mercy
Christ have mercy
God have mercy
on me.
-Michael W Smith - Mercy(?)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:06 AM 」


Sunday, February 26, 2006



my DNA personality results

haaaaa.. i'm a free-wheeling curator.. so i guess i don't come with an engine. LOL.

not funny.

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was QT-ing.. and then. Col 4:17 hit me.

"See to it that you complete the work you have received in the Lord"

fwoar. i needs to meditate upon it. variable meanings. hrms.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:27 PM 」



amazing, this darn fever got me weary the whole day.

plus side is that i was able to watch day 3 of the revival conference on the webcast. hallelujah! (((:

KFC + panadol.. my cure .. haha. feeling way better, but a bit bummed out that i couldn't study this afternoon. it was a bout of tossing and turning on le hot bed.

ngeh. now starting filmhistory. i hope to do well.

pardon me if this entry doesn't seem timmish. not a good day fer me.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:06 PM 」


Friday, February 24, 2006



MUAHAHHAA.. finally the last lap of 3DCOMA. yayness. it's time to say SAYONARA to XYZ scales, Rendering, point positioning and a freezing Digital Effect Studio.

say hello to 16mm film, bolex, film cameras, synching sounds and tripod.

.... pleaseeee? *bambi eyes*


*

currently at the CG lab (probably the lastest time i'll ever "report" live from here), doing my camera trail and i HAVE to finish it by 2pm. like oops. 13 more mins lar.

k. upcoming, bugis with the ribena, and then.. ulf elkman tonight! revival conference! yahoo!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:48 PM 」


Thursday, February 23, 2006



woo, am at forum coffee bean with da lovely specs group.
suggestions on scripts are coming out now.

5 minute break, and i am in dire need of my sweater. ngeh.

anyhoo, we've got an excellent script outline we have right now. w00ts.

*

it's hard for me to convince myself that i am truly happy.

leading a schizophrenic life is tough.

it's similar to having a double standard life.

to escape from the truth, or to live the life deemed suitable?

*

haaa, seems that all our scripts always have a relation to movies already done, such as Ghost, City of God, 2046, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Ring. LOL.

let's be creative!

let's get together, yeah yeah yeah.

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*edit- specialist meeting ended at around 1630. went to taka coffee bean to study, but apparently, i couldn't really focus (har, days like these ahhh..)

so, what does a metrosexual(in-the-making) do when he cannot focus or needs something to vent his anger/frustration/sorrow out on?

food - enough with the calories.
cry - only fer God.
sleep - sorry, "enjoy this day" as the book of Ecclessiates says. :) i sleep around 8-9 hours. TOPS. that's all.
sing - not in a public place. hur.
bitch - not by myself, waddayatink i am, some kinda weirdo?
camwhore - if camwhoring solo, it'll be in an enclosed space.

haha. i guess i've extended this long enough, it's quite easy if you know me for more than a month (i pray you do)

SHOP!!!!

haha. retail therapy at it's best.

was walking around and needed a new pair of shorts. so passed by WH at taka (where colin got me that "Worlds Greatest" tee) and lo & behold! i found a $9 tee that has a picture of a car and it reads "take your top off"

apparently if you're not into nostalgic cars, you won't know that the top is detachable.

ohwait, even sports cars do. you know? those kind that has uncles driving it that totally ruins the image of the better looking driver

ALSO, a pair of paints at $21.50. it's marooon (i think). but it's darn comfy and yes, off i go with my disgustingly lousy wear-20-times-and-buttons-come-off shorts.

phew.

apparently i've got a lot of angst today. Maybe it's coz i've been practically sitting for the past 6 hours. and it's not good on my gluteus maximus. i just hope my gluteus maximus does't really become MAXIMUS. ouch.

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keeping up to check. i'm now at taka macdonalds happily using the free wireless surf but still apparenelty a bit ngeh at the fact that they don't have any power outlets visible to my eye.

i've nestled myself as a happy voyeur at a glass corner. yes, watching the human traffic watching by.

-observant mode-
yes, it's like going to the real life movies. you can see people make up or break up spontaneously but apparently, vice versa. so whilst i'm happily analyzing and judging a couple in front of me

(which btw, the male has firey red hair and is happilly smothering his other half with butterfly kisses),

they too, can vice versa, observe a teen with unkept hair* and busy tapping on his IBM R50 laptop.

aha, the animosity.

*hair
aha, my hair has APPARENTLY gone wild again.

you've heard of GIRLS GONE WILD video? Now, here comes HAIR GONE WILD video, where you can happily see Isaac timothy Chen chi yang hair being dyed and resurrected, washed, blow-dry, conditioned at its true naked art form. DVD comes with special features such as

. Deleted scenes of the process of elimination (cutting hair)
. Interview with a hair follicle called Harry
. Music video of "Hairything's Changed" by Hairnetshakers
. Scenes from the upcoming sequel "Hairy Porter & the Pin-soner of Hairs-keno-ban"

available at all QB or QE (quick express) [*waves fist*] barber houses.

*footnote- if you guys don't know, i HATE QB/QE house, they shaved my head off when i told them specifically crewcut + longer fringe. (2005)

******

k, this entries getting a tad long. signing off! :)


response

chris : don't you mean XING KU!? lol.
mavis : i'm gonna post up your hairstyle collages sooon. MUAHAHAA.
shar :yoooo, yeah, thanks, come visit again sooon! ((((:

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 8:02 PM 」


Wednesday, February 22, 2006



AGAIN, at the CG lab. wiling my time away. ngeh. it's reaally becoming a chore.

apparently the Poltergeist has invaded our group work and the furnitures are moving around after every frame. spastic isn't it. WOW.

anyway. will be aiding the help of a lecturer soon i hope. just wanna get this over and done with.

ahhhh.. Rev Ulf Elkman's Revival Conference this week! cant' wait to absorb the word.

but first.

Thursday - IBP Project Meeting.
Friday - Intensive Studying of Film History and completion of CG.

which i suddenly realise it's 30 friggin %.

oh well. i'm an Overcomer. :)

ahh. meeting the W328 girls later on. w00ts. gonna have a ball of laughter time. RIBENA THE TRUE GEISHA!

muahaha..

k i'm just lengthening this in order to procrastinate from doing my CG. sigh. slap me please.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:03 PM 」


Tuesday, February 21, 2006



4 Jobs You've Had In Your Life
Waiter
Merchandising Representative (aka shopkeeper of Cirque)
Stressed Student
Harvester

4 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over Again
Mean Girls
The Fighting Temptations
Harry Potter (all 3)
Chicago

4 TV Shows You Love(d) To Watch
Whose Line Is It Anyway?
American Idol series
My Wife & Kids
FRIENDS!

4 Places You've Lived
Orchard Road
Bukit Timah
Singapore
Singapore

4 Places You've Been On Vacation To
USA (Chicago, Cincinnati, Indiannapolis)
Autstralia (melbourne, adelaide, sydney)
China (ha, all the zhou's baby!)
Taiwan (shopping haven!!!!)

4 Places You Would Rather Be At Now
Bed, SLEEPING instead of EYES WIDE OPEN twiddling my thumbs
Gymming
Swimming
Suntannning (with the sun please)

4 Of Your Favourite Foods
Foccacia Sandwiches @ Megabites SIM!
KINDER BUENO (MY TRUE WEAKNESS)
Fruits (watermelon, banana, papaya, whats the next fruit?)
Low-fat/sugar/carb stuff. (u know me lar!)


4 Websites You Visit Daily
(*surprise:) educatedguess.blogspot.com . Jule's is just damn funny lar.
itczyitczy.blogspot.com
Gmail
Mobile E learning (MEL)

4 Tagged
Anyone who wants to be MEMEd

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:13 AM 」


Monday, February 20, 2006



phew. scriptwriting is done.

need to get this out of my system.

I DO NOT LIKE MY SCRIPT.

i can't believe i had to resort to comedy just cause (in the spur of the moment) a sappy love story or a cross cultural deep script proved to be too rigid for mah (somehow stopped along the way) creative juices.

filmhistory's exam is coming up. whoa. i know. it's like. freaking near lar, my revision document has been sent back, with shrieks of "you didn't follow my (guesswho) instructions!) .. [which i dearly declare that she was probably dancing around the walls upon seeing my document] .

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 6:06 PM 」


Friday, February 17, 2006



earwax : Planetshakers - Come Breathe

currently at the CG lab (yes, gasp if you must at such a surprise), am doing my part for the final project. i'm seriously amazed at my himboness and the ability to do such fine XYZ scales and textured Phongs. woo.

*

yesterday was the IBP briefing, but aside from that, me alan janice leslie lifang and magellegenevieve (Teehee) hung out at Wala Walas afterward.

Alan can reeeeeally drink. bottoms up! not much cam-whoring, but it was cute to see some of them .. high. haaa.

whilst me? i just had a mocktail Shirley Temple. woo. that drinks always a fav on my list (call me a wuss, but i find it syrupy!)

well, i guess life's pretty much.. stable. taking it.. a day at a time.

everything everything's alright!

:)

ps: GAWK IN ENVY AT MY DELICIOUS TAN. MAGNIFIQUE!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:35 PM 」


Wednesday, February 15, 2006



ATTENTION. THIS IS NOT A REHEARSAL.

THERE IS A HUGE TSUNAMI COMING TOWARDS YOU.

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that's if you meet me lar. haha, apparently, the weather forecast for isaac timothy's nose is storms with huge gallons of mucus and (cantonese) "bei see" gushing out for the next few days.

yesterday was hail storms from the gullet as the mucus was solidified (if you're eating now, don't). but apparently 10 hours of sleep has somehow liquified it into watery mush.

"bei see"

LOL.

okay, been swimming a lot the past few days, partially thanks to my bored out behaviour.

VDAY

ahh, yesterday was spent gallavanting around town, trying to find a good spot to have a good FRIENDSHIP dinner with ChuaKaiLan.

Stupid girl wanted to avoid town. lol. so thus we were limited to the cliche spot of orchard.

Kailin : but i wanted Changi mah!

-_- changi is like uber far away, i don't know about sembawang being near, but speaking for my self, within my turf and perimeter. thanks. lol.

a good meal at The Big O. some seafood platter for 2. whee. approx $42 in total. excluding the dessert we had. (it's good, try the Lust/ Devil sundae thingy, forgot the exact name, but darn, the rum got me drunk for awhile)

walking around town, ketching up with her was fun.

but i hope next year's valentine would be .. romantic. (not with kailin thanks. and btw, cc to her : you'll find your true "RICH" lover soon. teehee)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:42 PM 」


Monday, February 13, 2006



DSC night's out was eh.. different. wasn't good or bad. something lacking thereof, could have been yingying, but the rest of us made it happen :)



here we all are having that fiery steamboat ma la huo guo @ bugis.

don't ask what's with my hand signal, it's just to prevent any silly misunderstandings.







the 3 banshees i hung out with after bronto went off.


















seriously bite me for saying this, but i like my face in this picture. w00ts.


















Fireworks at Le Esplanade! apparently yesterday was the last day of CNY.

lingling : i think they use more fireworks than the NDP lar!













The auntie killer.










literally.











ending the day at esplanade.










perhaps, one of the reasons why you guys are fantastic is cause we show our emotions transparently (as what i've witnessed yesterday). Everything's out in the open and no one acts artificial around each other.

lubchews! haha. (i really gotta stop using that annoying word.)

oh well, back to school today.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:53 AM 」


Friday, February 10, 2006



it's just.. so painful. so tired. to go on.

struggling.

i just don't know when do i get to see the fruits of my labour?

moving on..

Gal 6:9
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this isn't meditating.

darn it, i'm just so insecure.

forget it.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:15 AM 」


Tuesday, February 07, 2006



amazing, i have to pass up CG today (or is it this friday) and i've no clue on how to use it.

Vunderful.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 3:03 PM 」


Monday, February 06, 2006



v2.0 is up! :) yes, you can see that i have donned a cap permenantly till i cut my hair. apparently my hair has become as thick as fog and my fringe covers my eyes. I shan't do any bangs or rebonding lest i become a kawaii business student.

hur.

aside from the fact that i'm wearing a cap, CNY is about to pass soon, ah yes, prosperity is in the air, and i STILL have not counted my angpow money, it's all in red packets lying around somewhere (boohoo to all you wanting to pilfer it soon, buggers)

gymmed yesterday, after nearly 2 weeks of abs(tin)ence. muscles aren't aching as much, probably due to the fact that i'm starting slow again. oh well, i hope it doesn't rollercoaster. (you get my drift lar)

and oh yes, i'm proud to announce that i have not handed up my IS popular culture assignment sheet when it's already 1 day late. i shall have to do it soon. ohmygosh, and her class is today. eeps.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:46 AM 」


Friday, February 03, 2006



after 2 hectic (read CRAZY) days of shooting, PinWheel productions has finally finished BLOW WIND BLOW, an original script done by Tan Li Fang.

and when there are so many different lights around the location, what do you do? of course, TAKE PHOTOS AND LET THE LIGHT SHINE. :)

new photos on friendster. whee.

and i'm gonna change my collage, appears that the photos doesn't suit my persona now, not that i'm backsliding (heavens no.)

i recently talked to my CGL, and she agrees with me that, for the past few months, i've been doing things/ or getting myself involved in things that are WAY above my spiritual / faith level, thus resolving in very weird setbacks as well as mood swings.

so from now on, i'm taking it one day at a time. :)

to the DSC club, esp to the ribena MEIMEIjiejie : i lubchew! let's speak forth our reunion dinner, it will definitely come to past, it's a matter of when?

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:45 AM 」


Thursday, February 02, 2006



there was a fervent battle with me and a very big juicy fly in the bathroom.

i was .. not clothed (duh! hello? shower!) and that nasty bated-breath-of-a-winged-creature just HAD to buzzbuzz its way into the bathroom and annoy the crap outta me.

so, i leaped out of the room and armed myself with 2 electronical fly swatters (which btw, look nearly like badminton racquets) and trounced back in to deal with that darth vader lookalike.

it started playing hide and seek and it'd always try to annoy me from behind.

but i won in the end. as it rested nicely on the dove hand cream spout, i stealthily took my brother's hair spray, and gave it a good splash..

and after many times of spraying directly onto its wings and back, it finally landed on the ground, stuck (the spray probably stuck its wings together)..

and i left it there.

shower's over.

and it's still there.

hur, now where are the ants, they might wanna have their reunion dinner now.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:26 AM 」