armorbearer (2006 blog): December 2006
Sunday, December 31, 2006



having a family dinner with BOTH sides of the family is like sitting in with the counsel of elders. such great opinions of current events, such as Saddam's execeution, GST prices, JC scandals and the like.

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waiting for the CG to come over to countdown and i'm so drowsyy i coluld just .....

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 8:29 PM 」



181 posts for 2006.
that averages to about 1 post for every 2 days.

but we all know that average is not a definitive answer.

"oh, you're of average weight" (that means you're about to be fat, you michelin man you)
"oh, you're of average standard" (buck up or you're expelled)

okay, maybe the latter is OTT.

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so today's the last day of 2006.

i don't know, this year has been very mundane, my perspective of life is rather dulled and greyed. x'mas has come and gone, and there's not much oooomph about it. much less about NYE.

but i gotta give thanks to the Almighty of course, giving me the very youthful age of 19, being able to have the typical limbs, organs and all that working, giving me friends i love hanging out with.

but i gotta change my perspective. it's not funny being such a sorry dory everyday.

people say that i'm a extraordinarily happy person, and what has happened to me now? such a dulled out dried prune. nggggggh.

like i've told many of ya guys, burnt out from things.. there's replenishment.. but the source.ah that's debatable.

as much as i've made my decision for other certain things..

"When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storms.
Father You are king over the flood,
I will be still, (and) know You are God."


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i remember i gave blog awards a few years ago on my upsaid.com (that's eons ago right) as well as my previous blogs and all that.. maybe i'll do it tonight or something if i have time. best song, best movie and all that.

also, i'm still torn between blogger.com or livejournal.com for 2007's blog. esp with NS coming up, i wonder if its even worth putting up a blog. coz if i don't have a blog, i'll internet less, meaning other more meaningful things will be achieved.

mmmmm. thinking too much again.

btw. CI? maybe i'm becoming a SI. lol.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:31 PM 」


Friday, December 29, 2006



was reading mandy gorgeous pandy dandy moo soh (she isn't irish, she's just precious!) and saw her doing up her good and bad of 2006.

i'll do up one

which fyi is different from resolutions!

+ the POSITIVES!

- having the extraordinary strength to pull through specs and having the commitment for such a long term project. it's such an eye opener even though i've been doing the producer role. everyday is indeed a learning journey.

- i finally got my first AD! in effective people management. yes, i've been whining to get an A, not alone an AD, so this is definitely thanking God for making the impossible possible!

- i won't say much about religion. much things are better left unsaid lest things might be misinterpreted and dispersed onto the grapevines.

- friends. in a sense, the people [outside of church] who have stuck with me through thick and thin, by that i mean kok hui fen denise aka KOK, cynique josh ho yong min, aka YM. these pals have been with me for like eons, and by eons, i mean past the year count, showing much loyalty and concern (even though one is attached hurhurhurhuhruhruhurhur) and i really thank God so much for putting you two in my life, coz you guys have persevered and seen me through my different emotional lapse and hurdles.

-church members, namely e374! it's been an exciting year, i don't know about tomorrow but i'll just cherish today. such a channel of blessing in my spiritual health is ivy who has never failed to speak the correct word in the correct season in my life. she really blows my mind on how much God can do through such a willing and obedient leader (with a heart of a servant). Joshua is also such a man who is able to balance his commitments (both church and secular). and he gives me little surprises that always pulls me through the day with a happy face. e374 is such a warm group, though we may not go out as often as other cgs, we're close when we meet up.

-Work. Thank GOD that i've been given Award Music School as a chance to start teaching, it has increased my financial input and hence given me a chance to be more generous with my chicas and friends.

-Work part II. InstantKarma has really been a turning point in my life, where i'm challenged to do intense marketing and sales of the products. Aside from being educated in independent sales (i.e one person in a shop), i've made a bunch of very happy people in the shop, and our inter-relationships have gone deeper with outings outside of work, such at Attica & St James, so heres cheers to my bosses C&J, Carine, Michelle, Ashila and of course, my darlingest mambo-is-to-the-left-to-the-left MANDY "GORGEOUS" SOH. :)

-Work part III. MOX. yes, another educational breakthrough in the area of nightlife. working under B has been very.. informative, i get to learn the different beers, wines and mixers that MOX sells, i guess again, you learn something new everyday. and i began to see that straight people aren't that narrow minded (contrary to previous encounters).

-Family. a Mother who is so patient kind and understanding. cousins who are always ready to go out with me. uncles and aunties who are ever so generous.

-Life. just basically being able to wake up everyday with oxygen in my lungs. is already a positive side of 2006. thank you God.

now, we move onto the less desirable..

- the NEGATIVES -.-

-not having a stable mind. like hello, i'm a walking timebomb at times, twice i snapped back at a person of authority.. thoughts of leaving and going down another road. and i'm still trapped at this vice.

-impatience. i struggle with this alot especially in the spiritual walk. period. enuff said.

-emo-ness. i cry alot to sleep at times. just thinking and thinking. refer to point 1.

-plastics. and i don't mean the bags from markets. just people in general. the rainbow circle in singapore is rather plastic, and i tend to sow into the wrong people's lifes. and i don't reap the benefits. aside from the rainbow world, school is tough, the people you work with, could be genuinely interested in making friends with you and doing a good job, some are just for the latter.

-tardiness / non-punctual. i seem to be late frequently for outings... especially in town.

-procrastination. nuff said too. i made a resolution mid year to keep my desk neat at all times, and now it's a 2nd clothes rack.

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shan't name all my vices here, if not, i'll give a solution.. and that'll be a RESOLUTION.

so leave it for anothertime.

happy thanksgiving to e374, e333, w396, s35, n329, e328, e412, n353! (did i miss anyone out?)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:42 AM 」


Thursday, December 28, 2006



Zouk yesterday night was baaaaaaaaaaad.

as always, i always laugh at Mambo, those straight men trying to do synchronised dance moves with a blardy straight face trying to impress the chicas? plssss. -.- lol. but i CONFESS i do it too once in a while. *nudges gorgeous*, but i can get away with it. coz "i IS hot SEX". :P

but didn't leave a good taste in my mouth (non literally speaking you perverts)

maybe it was just me not used to RnB music after so long (OMG. the last time was.. june with keshia @ MOS?)

maybe it was the weather and it's cold and hot scenarios within the club.

maybe it was the crowd. dumbass wannabe-black posers! trailer trash.

maybe it was the music, not really leh. i enjoyed Phuture quite a bit.. first time there.

maybe it was queueing. nah no, got signed in by darling wai yi. WHEE.

maybe it was the people there, YES, omg, freaking pushing their way in to Phuture is no no fun for me.

maybe it was not drinking. haaa.. could have made me less cranky either way.

maybe it was the company i was with? HELL NO. i was with gorgeous and her MDIS friends.. they were awesome and fun to hang out with. coz they is hot sex. HAHAHA.

maybe it was old friend C___ C____ who pangsay.. or yongmin whom i couldn't find where he was after his double O trip. mmmm. oh oh oh ! i saw a CHC member there too, scandalous right. wahhahaa. and she's quite well known. mmmmmmmmmmm. -zips-

maybe it was meeting so many familiar faces at Spize at 0330hrs. Franny Jacq from Cirque, Lania LUOHANYU! , Daryl from St James, the dude who works at NUM, Carl from MOX.

i'm such a butterfly. *social flutter social flutter*

and now, still truckloads of phelgm, i gotta swear off nightlife till Monday! St James Powerhouse. what a way to start the new year. and yes, resolutions are coming up soooooooon i suppose.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 4:03 PM 」


Wednesday, December 27, 2006



let's take a little trip around itczys little town
in the itczytown city bussssss.
with x'mas eve and boxing day,
no gatorade and wasted-ness

becoz it's ...... *switches off music*

yes it's annoying isnt' it.

okay.

before working at bianco for bernice's party, (which was really an eye opener) i accompanied korkor george and newfoundfriend william to Ben's housewarming. Loadsa Alcohol / Wine to go around, complimented with fresh fruits of grapes, cherry and other seed-filled finger food. Of course, not forgetting the cheese that goes very nicely with the chardonnay and merlot. oh yeah, partying at Tabs with the colleagues at Mox. haha. they're damn funny.

ahh, ya gotta be there to know what it's like. it's awesome!

x'mas eve! service was goood. the play was funny but some parts fell flat, but overall it reminded me of love.

after having a delightfully delicious (oh alliterations) at cousin angel's house , the night was mainly working at MOX on x'mas eve hereby after celebration at Happy with Dillon and Bernice. Korkor george was spinning his swan song at Happy. didn't dance much, just mulled over something with dillon and bernice.

MERRY XMAS! yes yes, x'mas day, i kinda forgot what i did, but i woke up like in the afternoon and mulled around i guess. followed by meeting up with GORGEOUS! mandy pandy dandy moo to Vivo for her x'mas shopping. aside from getting chomel necklaces for my maid and aunty, we lucked out.

Weiming that slarrrrrt came later. it's been eons since i hung out with him sia. t'was great, having coffee nearby to St James was relaxing and the weather was cooling enough not for me to sweat perspire.

we went into St James Powerhouse through the guestlist which afterward mandy and weiming did something so evil but funny. shhhh.

the night was great aside from the lousy service (45 mins for freakin drinks). Music was great, bumped into so many familiar faces.. FSV shan, a lecturer and many hi-and-bye friends, not forgetting drunken stuporness such as _____________________________________.

Boxing day! worked at Cathay which was dull as dishwater. no one comes to cathay on boxing day!

Night was an annual boxing day dinner organised by Korkor Alvin & Royston & Co. at a friends house in the east. the house was GINORMOUS can. and the food was awesome, 2 roasts, pasta, OPEN BAR!~!! chatted till like 3am and alvin was nice enough to fetch me home.

and now i'm here with a tsunami truckloads of phelgm and getting ready for work and shopping with gorgeous, followed by MAMBO tonight at zouk. my sophomore appearance at that cheesy synch dance moves, and i hope BFF is coming too. YA HEAR ME FENG HUI -.-

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:53 PM 」


Thursday, December 21, 2006



i'm very satisfied with who i am and what i am now.




there are tinges of remembrance of what my promises were made. but i need to let it slip. the long term benefits are just too far for me to realise how much i need.




but all i need now, is self satisfaction.




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emo moment is over (snap).






thank you so much mandy pandy moo moo gorgeous! :) i love the SUPERMODEL top (very apt!) and Aviators. i know this was such a paparazzi shot, but bear with it. coz i heart mandy! also, thanks fer the love offering.


watch out for your x'mas present. it's gonna blow you away... or at least move your hair a bit lar. HAHA.


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forgot to comment on St James Powerhouse for DJ George Leong's (or affectionately known as George Kor Korrrrr) maiden performance there.

L2R Me, Kenny, Daryl

went with the instantkarma crew people (no pictures till JERALDINE comes up with it pls)

the crowd was ballistic, and hope that sales will go up due to all of us [cough*gorgeous*cough] wearing the instantkarmic clothings.. also, met a few loyal/regular customers there.

also bumped into kenny, greg, tim, daryl and pam. :) hence the picture!

the ceiling was quite high, and as tim mentioned, rather "impersonal" rather than attica. but more space = less body contact = happy itczy.

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MOX is fun, learning the drinks and the ingredients, such an eye opener to my usual waitering at Sizzler, or retail at MOX, or piano at Award.

i guess i'm learning and learning. that's whats life is all about yeah.


「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:04 AM 」


Tuesday, December 19, 2006




Dear Santa,


i know i have been procrastinating on my christmas list for this year, but 6 days to christmas is still quite early in my last-minute-shoppers-opinion. So here are a few things that i woud like this christmas.


1. The Paul Smith Story EDT


i like it's peppery smell alone with its chic design. the odour lasts longer and i don't really want to smell like DKNY red/green apples all the time.


2. Creative Zen MicroPhoto 8GB player

yes, my creative muvo TxFM 256Mb player has served me well for the past 3 years, i feel that it's time to move on to classier things such as the microphoto. though it can't play video and i don't know what on earth will i use the photo thing for, i like it's size and capacity of 8gb. how cool is that?



3. Ed Hardy Men's Track Jacket, Cowboy Skull size SMALL.

Yes, dearest santa, you should know that i'm into the Ed hardy Designs and what christmas list is complete without that?


4. Abercrombie & Fitch Shorts

yes, probably the cheapest item of the lot, i have been surviving on using the old BUM shorts i found at the back of the closet and a discounted GANT berms, but Man does not live by 2 breads alone, he needs a totally new spanking oven.




5. NUM boy. HAHAHA. kidding

he's probably the friendliest NUM staff i've seen. he's at NUM Heeren Vintage Tees Outlet, the one next to RE-. i think his name is Kel. Him and his long haired colleague were very friendly and considerate to my demands of a nice vintage tee, so decided to dedicate one space just fer him.


not saying he's gay or anything PLEASE. -.-


*****


Santa, that's all i want for christmas. But if you really want to know my Boxing Day List, New Years Eve List, New Years Day List, and Post New Year Day List. i'll be glad to list it out :)



Seasons Greetings,

ITCZY































「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:20 AM 」






so i'm semi happy. just for a while. and no, i don't sniff new clothes that much. i don't look fetch enough at the moment to properly pose. maybe an ed hardy catwalk when i feel like it.

kudos again to pam, cheryltan and KAIYIM. "JENNIFER" haha.. tabata, lv 4 zara and so much bitchings. wheeeeeee..

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:32 AM 」


Monday, December 18, 2006



there's something so appealing about the past.

be it mine or anyone elses.

there's a sense of comfort, nostaglia, reminiscence.. and of course, lyrical waxing.

it's hard to explain. but any of you guys out there think of mixing the past with the future? what if it clashes? your beliefs then and now, your values and morals then and now?

something to ponder on this drizzly monday night.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:09 PM 」



how quaint.

i saw my ex-bf at st james yesterday and a handful of ex-dates.

and while i was with the matriach read: MUM, i bumped into 2 ex-dates.

just when i had sworn off relationships these signs come in.

bah. humbug.

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got a new ed hardy top, special thanks to kaiyim, cheryl(tan) & Pam for their opinions and advice on which top to buy. it'll take some time to get used to it lar.. but at least the sleeves are longer. =D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:20 PM 」


Sunday, December 17, 2006



discrimination.

my my, seems like friendship didn't really happen between you and i bro.

i guess that's how life plays out fer us then.

we were afterall, basing our interactions on a dice with no numbers/dots. FAITH? lol. okay.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 3:49 PM 」


Friday, December 15, 2006





ah yes, it's very penguin to say that i'm starting my 3rd job tomorrow at MOX/BIANCO.

it's a gay bar bar that has a rainbow inclination.

i don't care what you overly-holy hollies and harrys say, i'm still taking up this job.

aiya, just coz it's rainbow doesn't mean anything will happen please. -.-

i can't wait to start this job, first nightlife job eh. mmmm, and at a place so familiar.

:D

*

we celebrated janice's birthday with a surprise through rainy weather and a big song at the online room at level 9.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST JANICE LOW XIAO HUI! =D

*

so i've been approached by millians to be part of an external IBP project as a producer again. wondering if i should take it up.

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i'm quite happy with my weekends now.


「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:02 AM 」


Thursday, December 14, 2006



i received a mystery delivery package for me at InstantKarma around 2pm today. consisting of

and



whoever it is, thank you very much, you made my day, and i REALLY REALLY want to know who gave this to me. *innocent*

c'mon you itczy-stalkers..

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:49 AM 」


Wednesday, December 13, 2006



everything was too smooth.

tts why it happened.

sigh.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:30 AM 」


Tuesday, December 12, 2006



1. Name 1 thing that you would like to
do most.
/ I'd like to earn MONEY. MONEY MONEY MONEY. and then buy lotsa clothes, have my bank account be full o moolah, and then invest it and watch'em grow and retire early. whee!

2. The last friend who wrote you a
testimonial?
/ Auntie Jiawei. whoohoo. dao face nehnehpok.. -.-

3. Cartoon that you will watch until
you get old?
/ Spongebob (:

4. Do you have a crush on someone right
now?
/ yes i do. i do a lot.

5. Things that make you laugh so badly?
/ perennial pictures crew, Z, very unglam people.

6. Besides eating and drinking what's
your everyday habit?
/ CLEANING THYSELF (i.e bathing)

7. One of your very best friend in your
life?
/ None.

8. What character is yours according to
people say?

/ seriously, i feel that a twit invented this meme. look at it's broken english. let me rephrase this.

8. According to others, name a quality you possess.
/ affable.

9. What a dirty slank word you say it
everyday?
/ slank word? SLANG LAR. omg. i wanna slap the person upside down.
"cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese" it's a very good substitute for ... nvm.

10. If you meet someone that you dont
like?
/ Smile and look away.

11. If you have a conversation with a
slow thinker?
/ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... i would ... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. *hesitates, pauses*

12. The last person who called you
/ Z

13. The last thing you ate?
/ Tissue Prata (which, accordingly to leslie, stands in a cone shape thanks to hair spray. lol. it's a joke btw)

14. Last sms today that you receive?
/ from Z! :)

15. Last time you fall in love?
/ it's not gonna be the last time.

16. The last time you said "I LOVE
YOU"?
/ in an sms to ____

17. The last time you saw a person you
have crush on?
/ always. lol. but i'm faithful!

18. Whats the last song you like?
/ Fergie - London Bridge (yes, still in my head)

19. Last time you find it hard to fall
asleep?
/ everyday.

20. Last Q, what you will do tonight?
/ think of a way to make Z feel so welcomed after camp.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:57 AM 」


Sunday, December 10, 2006



fun night at taboo with les wendy and lawrence.. handbag nites are always so fun to sing along to. lol.

FUK XING LUK IS FINALLY OVER TODAY. 14 days of pure madness, but i have to thank everyone for putting in their effort in their respective departments, i have only praise for 'em.

tomorrow's telecine-ing, a bit worried, but i'm glad one big hurdle is over, on to accompanying janice at the post pro / online room whilst she synchs, i do budgeting.. oh it's such a pain collecting those itsy bitsy receipts! >_<

tonight, watching open season with Z at vivo. so my first there, i'm such a country bumpkin.

and APOLOGIES .... to gorgeous mandy pandy dandy moooooo for being a pilot and flying her aeroplane last friday.. friend really needed me ):

mmmmm. now that filming is over, time to do lots of things, busy bee busy me!

-meet Impact Modelling Agency
-meet UAN
-do up portfolio shoot
-LOSE BODY FAT
-Sort out closet
-Sort out desk
-Sort out spiritual life
-Sort out Post NS Plans
-Start Working at MOX Bar & Cafe (PS: i got the job! training starts next week)
-Resume Working at Instantkarma
-Budget my Financial Expenditure
-Do Post Production Booklet for FUKXINGLUK
-Post out applications for any short films etc..
-Gym more often and lose the love handles
-CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES =D
-Ketchup with kok, mandydandypandygorgeousmoo, elf, kailin, e374, ivy, bronty..

oh the list can go ON and ON and ON.. but yeah, pretty much my december
oh oh i forgot!

-X'MAS SHOPPING. those who want things in particular (and within the realistic expectations that are subtley given through out time as friends)

okay, that last line isn't cohesive or smooth sounding, so to put it bluntly, don't expect too much okay!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:33 PM 」


Friday, December 08, 2006




"Not now, my children, not now."
The False Messiah
Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLMm)

People believe in you, and then you send them to hell. Behold, the False Messiah.

You're usually a very kind person, and conscientious, too. Socially, you're a leader, and your friends and associates look up to you. In intimate relationships, you're a capable, responsive, and experienced lover. Outside the box, however, you run into trouble.

Your exact opposite:
The Pool Boy

Random Gentle Sex Dreamer
Girls fall hard for you, but you're much more ambivalent about them. The beginnings of your relationships are unusually intense, making it all the rougher on her when they end. At first, using all your accumulated tricks of the trade, you ladle on the affection. But once she's all covered in soup, you withhold the true napkins of commitment. What's that all about? We should've called you the False Waiter.

You're looking for Love. But history tells us you struggle to settle down and accept it. There's a deep streak of carnality within you. And while you'll never be a predator, you'll always fight the urge to roam free. You like to plan things out, so plan this: find someone who can indulge your selfish side, has a healthy sexual appetite, and doesn't mind uncertainty.


FLEE: The Sonnet, The Window Shopper

PURSUE: The Stiletto, The Peach, The Nymph


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:28 AM 」


Wednesday, December 06, 2006



1.Where did you take your default
pic?
friendster? joshua made it for ivy's b'dae card.. (see previous entry)

2. What exactly are you wearing right
now?
SAFTI tank + PE shorts. fashionamama

3. What is your current problem?
contemplating on how to spend my last few months before NS -.-

4.What makes you most happy?
doing what i want when i want and with who.

5. What's the name of the song that
you're listening to?
Madonna - Get Together (hit makers remix). i know the song choice is rather gay, but i saw it on the D&G Summer 2007 catwalk and it was uber nice! :D

6. Has anyone you've been really close
with passed away?
nopes.

7. Do you ever watch MTV?
totally.

8. What's something that really annoys
you?
screechy sounds, overly twit-ed twits viewing my profile and when i see theirs, it's choked up to the brim with lousy htmls such as too jarring backgrounds, too much images here and there, glittery fonts and mismatched font sizes. tch.

Chapter 1:
1.Middle name: timothy

2.Nickname(s)
zhi, isaac.

3.Current place?
home

4.Eye color?
deeeeeep brown.


Chapter 2:
1. Do you live with your parents?
yes

2. Do you get along with your parent
(s)?
at times

3. Are your parents
married/separated/divorced?
widowed.

4. Do you have any siblings?
big bro.

Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream:
vanilla or cherry garcia from ben n jerry.

2. Season:
autumn


Chapter 4:
Do You..
1. Write on your hand:
no, i have paper, hello trees!

2. Call people back:
yes

3. Believe in love:
yes

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
not really.

5. Have any bad habits?
whoahohohohoho.

6.Any mental health issues?
am i schizo? yes i am, no you're not. yes i am! no you're not! gett off meeee!

Chapter 5: Have You....
1.Broken a bone:
fractured yes. during a 2.4km practice run in sch in sec 4.

2. Bought new stuff in the last two
weeks?
Fourskin Slippers , NUM vintage tee

3. Have physical therapy?
wth is that. u mean sex? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm no comment.

4. Gotten stitches?
nopes. but i just did some sewing for the curtains for the shoot.

5. Taken painkillers?
yes

6. Gone scuba-diving or snorkeling?
no

7. Been stung by a bee?
beetle yes. bee no.

8. Thrown up at the dentist?
no

9. Ever sworn in front of your parents?
used to.

10. Had detention:
yes

11. Been sent to the principal's
office:
once before.

12. Been suspended:
no


Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1.Movie(s) you watched ?
Casper & Wendy from the disney channel, omg classic.

2. Person to text you:
Cheryl to remind us to fill up someones b'dae card (shh)

3. Person you called:
Boss Jing from instantkarma

4.Person you hugged:
faris.

5. Last person you tackled.
whacked would be leslie i tink. haha.

6. Thing you touched..
.....

7. Thing you ate:
fruits and yakult. here comes the purge. lol.

8. Thing you drank:
yakult. PURGE!

9. Time you cried:
2 nights ago.

10. Wished on a star:
sorry, i don't wish. i pray.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:59 AM 」



happy birthday ivy!





「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:26 AM 」


Friday, December 01, 2006




You are The Sun


Happiness, Content, Joy.


The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.


Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.


The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.



What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:48 PM 」



apparently someone has passed my details and recommended me to UAN which apparently is United Artiste's Network or something, sounds much better than another modelling agency, wait no, a corrupted money sucking grabbish trash bin.. no names here, but close friends should know which modelling agency approached me online, and another on the street sheesh.

sounds like a good deal no? jeanette aw, dawn yeoh graduated from there, sounds good aye.. but nothings confirmed. just wanna concentrate on SPECS first.

good job all, it's very stressed and tiring, but i'm sure what we reap is fetching! :D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:42 PM 」