so during the FUKXINGLUK shoot, i was pretty much doing the backstage (literally) work of welfare and administration. going all the way to bedok north st 5 and/or dover market. as well as doing meagre bitch work such as little things like getting coffee and all that crap, but it's okay. pretty much okay doing this sorta thing as long as ppl stop complaning that i don't do much -.- what can i do? but i do entertain the talents *prances*

an ingenious method made by yours truly on day 2 morning shoot with all the coffee and tea all neatly labelled. look at mine stand out with a black gaffer tape! :D

and as i was just about to throw in the towel and break down in the van after all the hectic work and paranoia building around. Daddy God surprised me with a nice scenery on the way to the caterers for dinner.

and a verse came to me, "be still and know that i am God"

mmmm.

(LtoR) Me, Mandy, Colin, Jing.

oh yes! on sunday night! dropped by Attica for Trevvy.com's Official opening which as INSTANTKARMA'S FASHION SHOW. =D yes, me and mandy moo with our bosses colin and jing which we both loveee long timeee *thai drawl accent*

we're all wearing instantkarma clothing, sexercise dry tank, fabulous maroon jacket, heart lesbian tank, and the new poke'n'moan (pokemon) ringer tee!

the new clothes are amazing. i can't wait to finish the shoot and get some myself. the racerback material is much smoother than another famous rainbowfriendly store.

me and mandy moo on the dance floor, and PS : didja know that she is my brother's secondary sch mate? small world aiiiite.

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thank God that today's shoot ended at 2130. time to finish up some paperwork and catch some shuteye. :)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:29 PM 」

note to self: don't blog when emotionally emo and lethargic. let it slide, you're way above childish behaviour from other people and yourself.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 7:42 AM 」

whoever buys me this wins my heart (or at least the retail addiktion part of it)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 5:52 PM 」

i need my social life back.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:47 AM 」

1.Do you envy somebody this very
moment?
. mmm. not really.

2.Can you tell whether a person is
lying or not?
. if i know the person, yes!

3. Who/What is tattooed on your mind?
. many thoughts

4.Ever had chicken pox?
. don't know.

5.What was the last movie you watched
that made
you cry?
. CLICK.

6.Do you have a friend who's a
bigmouth?
. yes. and he's rather fat too.

7.Do you have a lot of bestfriends?
. no.

8.Do you cry when you get low grades?
. no

9.What is your favorite song ?
. right now, it's Sun Ho - Gone (House Remix)

11.Who freaks you out the most?
. Crazy long haired old people who check for garbage.

12.Who is your brother?
. the guy that lives with me lar. duh.

13.What kind of cellphone do you own?
. Nokie crappy 6280

14.are you in love right now?
. this i seriously don't know

15.is he/she in love with you too?
. He does, He really does.

16.if you could rewind time,at what
moment
would you go back to?
. 3 years ago in sec 3-4, ELDDS. i loveee.

17.who is your biggest enemy?
. my fears.

18. is there somebody that hates you?
. where there's light, there's darkness too.

19.have you experienced having a fight
with
the person you have feelings for?
. nopes. i'm a pacifist.

20.what song can you relate to?
. Sun Ho - Gone.

21.do you torture other people?
. mmmmmmmm *thinks hard* .. not realllllly

22.what do you like better coke or
pepsi?
. pepsi

22.Are you in favor of Romeo and
Juliet's
relationship?
. forbidden love, i can so relate to that

23.What is the best love story you've
ever
known?
. one that i can live out myself.

24.what are you looking forward to?
. a happier itczy.

25.do you think that time stops when
you
finally
see the love of your life?
. i've never encountered that.. or at least i think i haven't.

THE WHO'S**

Who is in the room with you?
. no one. i wish there was though.

Who was the last person to text you?
. pamela

Who are you thinking about now?
. maybe him? or her?

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
. harie j!

Whose house did you last go to?
. mine lah.

Who was the last person you told you
love them?
. the cellgroup.

**THE WHAT'S**

What was the last thing you ate?
. Rendang Burger. first time!

What was the last thing you drank?
. coke lite

What is the closest item near you that
is
blue?
. my dad's bell buzzer from his clinic days.

What are you wearing on your feet?
. a blood clot on my 2nd toe of my feet

What instant messaging service do you
use?
. MSN

What is your favorite website?
. thanks to specialist project, it's gmail.com.

What do you wear more, jeans or skirts?
. dont wear skirts, if i did, i'd need counselling.

What is the last movie u watched?
. The Break-up

What do you currently hear
. Friends Season 2 - The One with the Prom Video

**THE WHEN'S**

When did you meet your best friend(s)?
. No best friends for a long time. but if BFF? that'd be last sunday for BEACH VBALL!

When is your birthday?
. eleventh august

When did you last take a shower?
. before sch todae

**THE WHERE'S**

Where is your phone?
. next to the mouse

Where is your mom?
. next room

Where do you sleep?
. on the BED. eh, how stupid can these questions be?

Where did you get the shirt you're
wearing?
. jiawei, birthday gift from NUM! vintage tee! i likeeeeee =D

Where in your room are you?
. own room

**THE WHY'S**

Why do you have a Friendster?
. to show off how glam i am pls..

Why does basically half the world have
a
Friendster?
to feed our hidden voyeurism tendencies

Why did you pick your Friendster user
name?
. it's isaac timothy chan ZHI yang. duh. wah lau. stupid meme. waste of time.

*kaiyim: pls don't do this! i still respect your blog okie!!!


Where was your main picture taken?
. at BK

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:31 AM 」

i shan't focus on the negatives of tomorrow, but focus on the positives of today (literally).

TODAYYY..

positive!
-booklets coming up.
-kaiyim's coming for cg tonight.
-a load of le producers work today
-dinner with ivy maybe?

with such happiness. how not to focus on thattttt -whines-

HAHAHAHHAA. okay . i'm getting silly high, must have been the milo from this morning. extra condensed milk.

mmmmm, back to work.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:32 PM 」

0409hrs.

all have left. pretty much tired and HOPEFULLY everyone can give me their department paperworks in time for me to collate.

i'm really tired. dry. aching. fatigued. drained. morally.

but i don't feel like clinging on.

where else to go?

still doing my paperwork. slowly slaving away, trying my best to salvage this 10% i can for this assesment. obviously i'm placing extra work into this as this is my sole reponsibility to do a good booklet.

pride would kill and is the deadliest of all the sins.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 4:06 AM 」

0234hrs.

janice rachel alan zul leslie derrick hariej

the first 6 of us has been together in my living room for about 12 hours already.

we're tired. very tired. but we've grown closer and closer.

*

whom do you let in when they ask and whom do you not let in when they don't?

thought of the day.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:32 AM 」

the circle of trust
it shall not rust
coz our word is not trial
for our name's perennial.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 6:22 PM 」

someone kill me prease. i'm on a mad Ed Hardy Spree, and it's all about brown. maybe it matches my tan *GLEAMS*

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:07 AM 」

1. Ever been given a ring? no. ringer tee yes

2. Longest relationship? 3 days. HAHAHA. my one and only bf about 3 years ago. fwoarlau (yes >_<)

3. Last gift you received? *long pause* the chocolates from kaiyim!

4. How many times have you dropped your cell? mmmm, this current model would have survived 5 drops.

5. Last sport you played? BEACH VBALL =D

6. Things you spend a lot of money on? CLOTHES. (but currently at zero for the whole month ):

7. Thing you ate last? egg tarts from tong heng

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? personality and hair.

9. One favorite song? Madonna - Get Together (haaaaaaa, thanks to george, i love the oldie favourites)

10. Where do you live? Orchard Rd baby! :D

11. Last relationship? now it's a covenant with the Almighty.

12. Cell phone service provider? Starhub

13. Favorite mall store? Prefer Heeren or Marina Sq.

14. Longest job held? Sizzler about 2-3 years back? i was there for about 2ish years before i moved on to greener pastures, still holds a place in my heart yeah <3

15. Do you own a pair of dice? yeah i guess.

16. Do you prank call people? mmmm, i feel like doing the "i see youuuuu" with jon or kaiyim. muahahaha!

17. Last person who text messaged you? Director Alan.

18. First FRIEND you'd call if you won a lottery? actually. i wouldn't know.

19. Last time you attended church? last sat

20. Favorite fast food restaurant? SUBWAY!

21. Last incoming call? Drinks Supplier for the shoot.

22. Last time you got drunk? drunk like how drunk? if really drunk on the verge of puking.. that was.. august? oooops. =X

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends? company better than venue i'd say. but i wouldn't mind subway. or a place with good atmosphere, oh and clean toilets and nice air conditioning.

24. Can you cook? does boiling water count?

25. What car do you drive? micro machines.

26. Last time u cried? last wed in my sleep i tink.

27. Most hated food? when you're hungry...

28. Thing you like most about yourself? broad shoulders and sparkly eyes *pats back*

29. Things you hate most about yourself? CHIPMUNK CHEEKS and love handles. argghazxc.

30. Last time you had an argument? erm. ytd during set rehearsal.

31. Favorite Movie? i think THE BREAK UP or YOU, ME & DUPREE. watched those during work a few days ago.

32. Name all the races of the people that you've been with? we're in SINGAPORE fyi. so inter-racial congregation is inevitable.

33. Last movie rented? my brother BUYS movies.

34. Favorite alcoholic drinks? Bacardi Breezer, Gin Tonic & Vodka greentea or any mixer with Vodka rather. sheesh, my choices are all so juvenile. :/

35. Favorite perfume? DKNY RED Be Delicious!, The Paul Smith Story (someone buy me this for x'mas plsss!)

36. What are you thinking at the moment? oh no, filming starts this weekend and lack many things! >_<

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:55 AM 」

Yongmin has graciously volunteered to look out for Ed Hardy stuff from San Francisco, LA. OMG. i know. it's like where it all started right?!

aiming for either of these 2 black caps with rhinestone caps! oh yes, the beautiful ghost tee shirt, and a pair of sneakers.

:D happy tim.

SHA VILLA hotel, yes apparently filming there is not enough, relatives and i went to celebrate mum's birthday at the SHA VILLA hotel resteraunt and here my bro took a picture of me pigging out. oh man, i'm getting kicked outta anorexics anonymous.

see what i good boy i am? a mock tail while my havoc-ish cousin Denise takes a HOE-garden. heehee. i made a funny.

good morning towel coutre! oh yes, siloso beach vball last sunday. still LOVE IT ALOT. oh man, i can't wait to play again! :DDDD challenge me, i'm not bad okie.

****

so many things not done yet, so i'm really arghhhh, but it's okay. i can pull through.

i SERIOUSLY just want to be happy.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:20 AM 」

Happy Birthday Kelly Tang! (yes overdue blog post)

the cellgroup at Essential Brew where the party was held. look at pam in a dress! classic!!!

Monday. A quiet day at the beach with BFF and En.. mmmm.. it was not exactly an awesome day. crappy weather + zero players = BOOHOO.

at least we were still positive and optimistic :D

*

Last saturday after service, we went to holland v to eat. then we went to burger king to sit down and talk.

somehow it was really comforting. i really love just talking with the cellgroup. no neeed wham bam thankew maam kinda activities, drop us in a living room with food and maybe a movie or something and we'll all have balls of funnnnn!

anyway, jon came back from Hogs Breath from dinner with his friends and then Josh, Ivy, Me, Jon and Cheryl came to my house to have an Adam Sandler Movie Marathon at 11pm at night.

so glam right? all of us should be on nightlife.sg. CHIONSTERZX!~

so we watched Click.. followed by WaterBoy. i KO-ed around 2pm while the rest watched till 3.

then the next day, i went to the BEACH with BFF, ernie and Jodeville (fenghui,fengen +jocelyn).

IT WAS F-U-N.

SUPER FUN.

i forgot how fun beach volleyballing was.

tan + vball = HAPPY ITCZY.

btw. the sentosa beach and hunks babe team was looking around and they approached me.

GUFFAWS.

so they want a paunchy boyish looking dude to be in the contest? i signed up anyway, all the while giggling (in a masculine way) whilst filling up the form. so if you see me on the sentosa.com.sg board, i'll begin writing out my will. LOL.

but was really surprised why fenghui didn't get approached >_<

afterwards, VIRGIN TRIP TO VIVO CITY with the trio.

okay lar, very dark at 2130hrs. so didn't see much. oh well. another time!

photos up soon. waiting for jodeville.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:25 PM 」

alright! finally, INSTANTKARMA is having a fashion show, and we have a new season so do come down to Attica on the 26th of November to see it :D

ps: looks a bit gay, but i'm expecting something good to happen! =D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:00 AM 」

me and BFF fenghui. yes, as my previous post read.. best friends forever.. okay fine we're not best friends, but it's nice to call her my BFF coz

#1 - i've known her for 7 years
#2 - she's damn gorgeous to hot hunks will be begging to go out with her but i'll be holding a very careful meticulous screening process i.e DOORBITCH to her heart babes. <3
#3 - she's got a twin.

k, point 3 is so redundant but hey. doesn't hurt mentioning. i heart you too en en ernieeeee.

*

new bling on my ears. no more quote unquote daniel "selamat hari raya" earrings (green + red)

yes, i'm going on to class and less crass on quirky colours. bring on the bling!

*

i just feel we ALL should be more detailed in our conversations as well as always giving people the benefit of the doubt before jumping to conclusions. saves all the confusion, strife and frustration that brings forth from there.

i also feel that we should ALL be more intiative and not let other priorities get in my our way. we're all working hard, some showing it more than the other, some roles doing the backstage to make the people upfront look good.

it may seem to be more work, but patching up is even worse right. all the apologies and the hurts.

"death and life lies in the power of the tongue"

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:57 AM 」

so beach today wasn't THAT much of a complete waste, it's been a while since i hung out with my favourite twins (wait, i only know one pair i think)

FENG HUI AND FENG EN
i.e FAYE and ANNA
i.e FENGS and ERNIE

anyway, aside from the horrible and incorrigible weather of a sunless day AND minimum volleyball playing (mental note: don't play vball on a weekday NO CROWD)

got to really ketchup with my BFF [pls tell me u know it's called BestFriendsForever] and my MOAG [ha, engkeong and en called themselves this when me and fh called ourselves BFF]

it seemed like just yesterday we hung out, and that's the thing i like about long-term friendships, we can just pick up from where we left off without having to do the PR level 1 talk. tsk.

mental note : ask elf wong out. OMG.

*

reflections just now whilst i was eating at Subway with the twins. i just felt that friendships needs work. the more you work on it, truly the more you'll get from it.

there are some friendships i wish i could rework but what's done is done and i have to make do with the current situation.

if only i could be there for any friend in need, i would be God. so forgive me folks if i'm not there as a tear-absorbent-shoulder friend or a jump-for-joy-till-i-get-stuck friend too, but without trust in a relationship there is nothing.

ps: fh and fe, tts why i was quite the emo nemo quiet quiet at subway lar. nth about fatigue, i don't get tired THAT easily. hehs.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:55 AM 」

christian or not,
chc member or not,

you're still a brother to me as well as a friend.

i sms coz i care and i still do about you.

the many outings we had, it wasn't just about godly talk, it was about bonding as friends.

i really don't care what other people said about what you're doing right now or how you feel about the church or God, as long as you're my friend, i shall respect you for your decisions and opinions.

neither will i be fake nor pretentious, but i want you to know that i genuinely still consider you a friend. a friend who has brought me through rather turbulent times, accompanied me through the night on msn, the number of times we played cpu games, the number of times we hung out, the number of jokes we cracked.

they still matter, and they will.

that time when i bumped into you, i genuinely gave you a pat on your back and asked how you were. i didn't ask "how come not in church" or "when you coming back". u know why? i could feel the way you're feeling and i didn't want to jeopardise our friendship based on your decisions. as a friend i should and will respect that cause it's your life afterall.

but i'm taking this time (amongst all the memes) to tell you that you matter to me. I don't care whether you have blocked me on msn, ignored my sms-es etc.. but what you've done for me before remains in my mind and you've honestly been one of the most closest male friend i've had throughout my teen years.

i'm not writing out to gain sympathy, this aren't written by emotions [if it were, it'd be in a much more extreme subtext].

i write by my commitment and my mindset, not by emotions. so i know your compassion for me when i first came in, i know your genorosity when you gave me the billabong pencilcase (which i still use btw).

if i were so angry to you at your actions, would i be writing about the good times we had?

no.

i believe no matter what happens, you have the ability to think for yourself and truly no other human being would know you more than you yourself. And as a fellow human being and a friend, the greatest thing a friend can do is to honour your decisions made.

and i will do that greatest thing cause you ARE my friend, no matter how other people would interpret me.

i'm willing to be humiliated and insulted at through false interpretations of my actions coz our friendship means that much.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:06 AM 」

The MEME Survey
3 answers to everything.


1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?

- 3 Little Pigs
- Snow White
- Jack and Jill (?)


2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?

- His Spiritual presence
- Money
- Fashion


3) What are your 3 favourite books?

- Notebook aka IBM hahas.
- Bible
- Catalog magazine


4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?

- CLOTHES!
- Paper (total abundance thanks to paperwork)
- paper + plastic bags (i love collecting 'em)


5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?

- debbie
- ivy
-

6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?

-
-
-


7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?

-
-
-


8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?

-
-
-


9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?

- Fergie - London Bridge
- CHC - Destiny
- Cassie - Me & You


10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?

- KFC w/o calories pls
- cereal!
- fruits platter


11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?

- Self-help Fashion parade
- Pray
- Gym [if it weren't for fatigue]


12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
in order
- keshia
- korkor alvin
- debbie


13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?

- dance
- people watch
- fellowship!


14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?

- feng en [all i can think right now..]
-
-


15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?

- ivy
- debbie
- practically my whole cellgroup lol


16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?

- Presence
- Fear of Death
- Low Self esteem / being shouted at


17) What features do you like about yourself?

- skin complexion
- shoulders
- my sexy distinctive >10 moles


18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?

- my mind thinks like a woman at times [*weak* gurrrrl power]
- Being a generous giver [provided i'm fond of you of course]
- Being a person who communicates rather well


19) What are you proud of about yourself?

- I am musically inclined
- I am under a divine protection and an unconditional love affair :)
- My ability to pick up myself from where i left off rather than starting from square 1


20) What do you do when you're down?

- Pray
- Gym [sweat it out baby!]
- cry


21) What do you do when you're bored?

- Daydream
- tv / catwalk [shh!]
- Pray


23) What have you done to regret?

- Not spending time with dad before he ...
- thinking too much
- allowing any cheap form of love to engulf me


24) What do you loathe?

- showoffs
- attention grabbers
- super-anal people [somehow, i feel like i'm describing myself]


25) What will you do with a million bucks?

- tithe and offer
- Buy up the Ed Hardy collection + True Religion Jeans
- Slim wraps, Photoshoots, start up my own clothing line. woo!


26) What will your children's names be?

- Faith
- Esther
- Kingston


27) Where are your favourite countries?

- Singapore
- Australia
- Taiwan


28) What are you thinking of right now?

- how soft my bed is upstairs
- how to finish up building fund pledge asap
- whether to get a drink of water


29) Who do you wish to see now?

- GOD GOD GOD
- her
- a friend whom i can talk to for hours.


30) What are the flowers you like?

- Sunflowers
- Tulips
- Cauliflower (hungry lar dey)


31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?

- aiyo, so obvious ... ED HARDY
- Instant Karma (office pride!)
- NUM / Junk Food [vintage tee label]


32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?

- i won't tear down my true friends in front of others nor on a public domain
- i won't tear down my true friends in front of others nor on a public domain
- i won't tear down my true friends in front of others nor on a public domain

33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?

- Ky
- anyone else who reads this
- Jiawei

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:04 AM 」

top five "dream" jobs:
o1. Show Producer
don't ask, i seriously am considering! be it film or video, i think it's quite cool, plus, i get the most money (most of the time). MUAHAHAHA.
o2. Show's Art Director / Wardrobe Manager
was dealing with the so-called art director of a upcoming kids central show at work today. quite fun, can get to dress up the hosts and talents and all that. woo!
o3. Owner of a club
ahh, yes, to open up my own club, i don't mind that.. silly people pay ALOT to get themselves drunk and then throw it all up few hours later, or worse, get high and do silly things they shouldn't do. ah yes, with my experience i SHOULD know best. lol.
o4. Open up my own clothing line / retail store
instantkarma has finally rubbed something off me. i wanna see my designs down the street-fashion (not coutre and LV crap) runway, along the lines of NUM and all that would be cool, but not with THAT-cheesy statements on my ringers puhleese. [ps: wo <3>
o5. - PR consultant
ah yes, the ability to suck up to high flyers and earn big bucks whilst networking. can i say more? [ps: i KNOW the hard work placed in it DUH. just stating the glam aspects of a dream job pls]

top five films I (love to) watch over and over again:
o1. Charlie's Angels 1 & 2
o2. Shrek 2 ( ivy got me hooked on it)
o3. Scary Movie (any)
o4. The Devil wears Prada
o5. Mortal Kombat (guilty as charged. i love fight scenes)

top five songs I can listen to over and over again:
o1. Fergie - London Bridge
o2. Pussycat Dolls - Buttons
o3. Nelly Furtado - Maneater
o4. Hillsong - Salvation is here
o5. CHC - Sanctuary

top five reasons to watch television:
o1. because my wireless is down
o2. because my laptop is in servicing
o3. because my friends aren't online at the moment [see my preference of internet over tv?]
o4. because there's nickelodeon and disney!
o5. because there are occasional good movies on HBO and StarMovies

top five places i'd want to visit:
o1. Australia (CHEAP SHOPPING!)
o2. L.A (ED HARDY!)
o3. Krabi, Thailand (BEACH BABY!)
o4. Desaru, Malaysia (BEACH BABY!)
o5. Taiwan, Taiwan (FOOD AND SHOPPING BABY!)

top five obsessions:
o1. Ed Hardy
o2. Toned Body
o3. TAN. *URGENT*
o4. Friendster (VOYEURS ALERT!)
o5. Money, or trying to solve the lack of it.

top five beverages:
o1. Bubble Tea @ Heeren's graffiti cafe [a moment on the lips, forever on the hips ):]
o2. WATER
o3. Shirley Temple Mocktail
o4. Orange juice
o5. Bacardi Breezer occasional.

top five favorite past time:
o1. gymming
o2. shopping
o3. tanning *URGENT*
o4. swimming
o5. fashion-parading around orchard.

top five valued belongings:
o1. Wallet, handphone, keys, mp3 player (aiya, no need to say already know impt)
o2. Photos in my computer
o3. God, family (ditto)
o4. friends that matter so much to me for going through thick and thin
o5. my house. my territory. i love it so much i feel like peeing all over to make it known. ha.


***

PS: u KNOW that i'm too lazy to type out what happens daily so get to know me better through this season of memes yeah ? :)

ps: thanks yongmin for dinner. i really appreciate you da-paoing me subway :D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:58 PM 」

Once tagged by this entry, the assignment is to write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. Then, pick six of your friends and tag them; no tag backs. This explanation should be included

1) i love love love love LOVE HOUSE music. and please, not all the gay anthems like kylie and madonna (not that they are bad, just not really into 'em).. mmmm, Deborah Cox, Sophie Ellis Baxtor (remixed).. Handbag music is awesome. top 40 remixes are always welcomed, but PLEASE, no kelly clarkson remixed, that's so ugh.

2) i love playing volleyball, i really missed those saturday afternoons down at sunset bay with the girls (fenghui&en, choops, jocelyn, yuting) hearts babes. :D not only a delicious tan, but toning the entire body. and the atmosphere is so Paris Hilton's "Stars are blind"

3) my sms-es are always littered with "lol" and "...." [dots in between]. Rarely do i reply with one worded answers, what to do? call me Mr sociable.

4) a romantic getaway would be at a beach resort like Krabi or Desaru, where my partner and i would be suntanning and having dinner within the hotel resteraunts (did i mention i hate going out to foreign places for dinner aside from the hotel territory esp when there's no shopping?)

5) I take town outings as a fashion parade, really! and it really means more to me now that i'm working IN town -_- that i should take every advantage (i.e off day or IBP day) to dress up coz this bod is gonna get fitter and fitter. whoo.

Fenghui, Jordus, Jiawei, Janice, Fang, Charlene meis.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:08 AM 」

and it's gonna be alright,
cause You are in my life.
And You have
shown me the way,
all of my troubles,all of my life i give to You my
king.
-Hillsong London - Gonna Be Alright

i feel very uplifted now, the service yesterday and the presence really had a strong impact on where i was.

just as the song goes, it's gonna be alright. really! :)

was reading the sunday comics and saw this quote.

"Learn to write your hurts in sand and your blessings in stone"

amen and amen :D

there's been alotta things going on, particulary with fuk xing luk, but everythings gonna be alright.

gonna be gonna be gonna be gonna be alright.

and thank you God for challenging me once again right before pledging. for i am very sure what's precious to me is precious to You.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:36 PM 」

i'm seriously an emotional wreck.

how much are our thoughts subjected to a whirlwind of changes and the perennial adjustment to the things around us?

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when everyone starts depending on me to be THE person i want to be, but who can i pour out to when i need?

why isn't there anyone out there for me to confide in. Sure God can of course, but anyone in the physical world here?

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so sorry if i disappointed anyone, but you know better than to just chuck me in one side thinking that i can live on my own.

it's scary isn't it?

the world,
it's scary isn't it?
when the world caves around you, leaning on your shoulders ALL the while, people pressuring you to do things that you can't do on your own.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:38 PM 」

just as a man thinks in his heart, so is he

it resounded in my head, but it seems that it really is something i must learn to absorb into my spirit.

mmmmm.. i guess that's really true.

guard your heart with all diligence, for out of it flow the issues of life..

that was something i learnt and remembered.

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dinner with charlene and zyun (char-mander & pika-zyun) was fun, apparently korean culture is SO in, as testified by charlene, so yeah. kimchi, kamsahamida, anihaseyo and sarangheyo to all. :D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:42 PM 」

1. Single, taken or crushing.
single.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
rather :)

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
mmmmmm... i think it took me quite a while before i fell..

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
does the logo of lacoste and crocodile look the same?

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
no. honesty isn't the best policy, it's the ONLY policy.

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
it's hard.. i'm rather a bitter betty.

7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
countless. lol.

8. Do you want children?
YES YES :D love 'em.

9. How many?
hoping to have 3 daughters. then can dress them up uber glam. one will be uber sporty, one uber posh and one uber pretty. nice right. machiam spice girls. Ha.

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
would, but i'd rather have my own creation. whee!

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
through telling me face to face. :)

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
yes, but there's always the fear of commitment. working on that!

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really, could you walk past me again? HAAA. seriously, i think at first sight.. would be lust.

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
yes, the power of love baby, the power of love.

15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be?
church + where my wife wants to marry. (ps : i still wear the pants in the marriage prease)

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
yes, much the pacifist.

17. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
mmmmmm.. yes?

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
YES, but now the feelings have pretty much subsided.

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
countless. i'm quite the charmer. heehee.

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
i'll leave it to the girl to decide, for what use is forced love?

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
mmmm. not really, quite content, thinking of a few close friends though.

22. Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Kai Yim, Fenghui / Faye, JordusLimBinGMEI, Charlene meimei.. that's about it. thanks jiawei for the meme :D

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ps I HATE linksys, spent 2 hours on the phone trying to fix it and in the end have to replace the router. stupid stupid. argh.

and i can't go to the gym tml, and i can't suntan properly coz i'm starting work at 11ish. SIGH.

nvm. remain positive. :D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:45 AM 」