armorbearer (2006 blog): October 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006



1.Which sibling, if any, do you get along with
best?
.i'll go for "if any". only 1 older bro but we don't share deep feelings and all that.


2. Which parent lets you get away with more stuff?
.single parent pls. next.

3. Who was your best friend in elementary school?
.primary school? mmmm.. christopher yang!

4. Who was the last person you called?
.cheryl and winnie.

5. The last person that called you?
.sarah vanessa, she was working at SKIN and i helped her buy chocolate. i know i'm nice :D

6. The last person that texted you?
.JORDUS LIM BING JIE.

7. The last person you texted?
.JORDUS LIM BING JIE.

8. The last guy you hugged?
.jon in church.

9. The last girl you hugged?
.probably be serene in sch a few weeks back, which she pinched me damn hard afterward (a term of affection, she isn't crazy btw). wah bianggg.

10. The last person that you liked?
.mmmmm.. next

12. The last person you saw?
.my brother i suppose? friends wise, then sarah loh.

13. Who was your favorite teacher in your latest
school year?
.Andrew Millians i suppose.. IBP Fuk Xing Luk can't be without him as our supervisor.

14. Who was the last person that emailed you?
.National Library Representative.

15. Who was the last person you went to the
movies with?
.i tink it was reza for "john tucker must die"

16 Who knows you more than anyone?
.my Creator, God!

17. Who is the smartest person you know
personally?
.smartest = dunno
. filled with wisdom = ps kong!

18. Who is the loudest person you know
personally?
.loudest- clarice zang, but she's toned down a lot. so i'll have to say myself :D

20. Who is the weirdest person you know?
.mmmmm too sensitive. next.

21. Who did you like in 1st grade?
.i loved.. my primary school's canteen. seriously, what else got me so fat?

22. Who did you like in 4th grade?
.assuming it's p4, i'd say, wendy cai yi mei.

23. Who did you like in 6th grade?
.assuming it's sec 1, i'd say, Reine Jong from Monks Hill. goodness i wonder where she is now.

24. Who was the last person that made you sad?
. sensitive, but it wasn't someone close to me, so i wasn't really that affected.

25. Who was the last person that you went on
vacation with?
.the matriach and brother i think.. to Adelaide earlier this year?

26.Who is the last person(s) you thought about?
.my cellgroup during prayer conference.

27. Who was the last person that made you laugh
hard?
.jonathan lee e374 :D he does better imitations than anyone else i know.

28. Who was the last person you skipped class
with?
.i think it was docpro last semester, i did it incognito.

29. Who was the last person you sang to?
.God!

30. Who was the last person that sang FOR you?
.wah. so long ago. i tink it was some dude a year ago, wanted to impress me with a song. HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. looking back, it felt quite gross and weird and stupid! haha.

31. Who do you want to date right now?
.she..

32. Who do you NOT want to date right now?
.he...

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:53 PM 」


Thursday, October 26, 2006





how do you want people to view you as?

a person who is so charismatic that the commoner would flock to you as you ramble about the most mundane topic such as watching paint dry?

a person who is as dull as a dishwasher that would send people running when you start talking about the way you woke up on the wrong side of the bed?

a person who has principles and would not cave into his moral values even if a person pointed a gun to his head?

a person who is gutless and "WHATEVER" who would just follow what the crowd does ala herd mentality?

now i'm not saying that a place of agreement is NOT a place of power.

truly a place of agreement IS a place of power!

just that, when we compromise to follow what others do, is THINKING about changing and having an INWARD DECISION to shift your mindset to align yourself with the other party.

herd mentality means NOT THINKING and BLINDLY FOLLOWING without an INWARD DECISION to adhere. thus thats why many people drift from decision to decision.

maybe i'm just rambling, but this has been floating in my head for the whole day

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the new addition to the itczy's-glam-wardrobe. the husky bag from NUMNUM <3

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somehow, i'm tired, but i'm comforted.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:50 AM 」


Tuesday, October 24, 2006



so yes, it's a public holiday today, aside from watching "Guess Who" starring Ashton Kutcher & Bernie Mac, been collaborating the mugshots of the mass audition for our IBP a few days ago...

feeling rather restless, and i've sorta had it up to here with my silly wireless, that @#&@! keeps on disconnecting by itself, and apparently LINKSYS is not a very good help, even though they solved my problem, right after i hung up on the toll-free hotline, the bugger still disconnects. NGEH.

anyhooos, was accompanying Andrew to work yesterday, while he took photos of people attending the event, i was by myself, having a drink looking around, yes, same old same old.. seems like i'll never grow tired of that place, though it's rather boring after awhile, rumours are that they may be closing down even. but hush hush. it's just grapevine rumours i suppose.

and was supposed to meet Yongmin! but i guess he left with his friends for supper and apparently he go to know someone yesterday and someone asked about me. ahhh.

eitherways, i'm pretty much rambling, and yes, cg outing was cancelled today ): boohoo. sigh.

i wanna do more memes, it's really boring. >_<

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 5:05 PM 」


Monday, October 23, 2006



1. My ex is still...
around in the clubbing scene.. somewhere. Him and i hardly keep in contact, wait no, check that. never. bah, whatever. ain't no interest.

2. I am listening to...
the hum-drum monotony of my mum's swivel fan.

3. Maybe I should...
learn Adobe Illustrator soon and head to the gym later after IBP meeting

4. I love...
improving my body image and style as well as hanging out with people who can make me happier and happier and happier and happier.

5. My best friend...
is starts with J. and He's living in me and He's greater than He that's in the world.

6. I don't understand...
why must people feel sleepy after a heavy meal (stupid breakfast -_-)

7. I lost...
many friends recently. not to forget many appointments i've made on impulse when meeting a long lost friend on the street ("lunch soon yea??!")

8. People say...
"timothy is such a hypocrite"
"timothy is insanely funny and friendly"
"timothy who?"

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
itczy is (h) (MSN for the yellow smiley with sunglasses). Isaac Timothy Chan is yellow/cool/smiling/smokin'/hot/GLAM. self-explanatory.

10. Love is...
1 Cor 13.. patient. kind...

*
love feels like:
cliche answer : wanting to be with the person every single day and moment

11. Somewhere, someone is...
going through what i'm going through, in variable scenarios but with similar problems.

12. I will always...
be a cam whore and a fashionista.

13. Forever seems...
to be such an easy word to say but such a hard commitment to keep.

14. I never ever want to...
be at a place where i'm helpless and disabled and ppl have to help me. that really sucks.

15. My cell phone is...
something which i can't live without, but something which i wish would charge less at times. (i can only get such a fixed amount of free SMSes -_-)

16. When I woke up this morning...
it felt like 3pm when it was only 9am. and my throat was a thick pole filled to the brim of phelgm.

17. I get annoyed...
when people start taking things & people for granted.

18. Parties are...
occasional fun! a pool party with a bright sun followed by a great tan is always welcomed in my books.

19. My pet(s) are...
i don't own pets, but would love a dog though.

20. Kisses are the best when...
peppered with love and affection.

21. Today I...
am finally going gymming after a week and a half hiatus

22. Tomorrow I will...
probably be going ice skating with the cellgroup.

23. I really want...
to go up a higher and deeper level with God as well as stretching my capacity for Love.

7 random things about myself:
1. i used to be fat. as in Free Willy fat.
2. I used to gloss my finger + toe nails. they look pretty when shiny wadddddd.
3. past verbal diarrhoea words were "ngeh", "sianzville", "wah lau", "$*@!" and "nehnehpok"
4. i want to be a model (okay guys, laugh it out).
5. I wished i went to Sunset Bay more before it closed. BEACH VBALL!!
6. I want to get into NTU Arts Design & Media
7. I can burp at will. as in really scary big burps

7 things that scare me:
1. Creepy Crawlies.
2. People who are too friendly and who smile over-excessively, that's kinda creepy and fake. BALANCE PEOPLE BALANCE.
3. Sharp Objects.
4. Diseases & Death (that's quite duh)
5. Dreams that seem so real.
6. Blood (esp from the Movie: Exorcist The beginnning)
7. People shouting in an offensive tone in a language i don't know.

7 random songs at the moment:
1. Paul Oakenfold - Starry Eyed Surprise
2. Crystal Waters - 100% Love
3. Crystal Waters - Gypsy Woman (she's homeless)
4. Crystal Waters - The Boy from Ipanema
5. Hillsong - The Time has Come
6. Fergie - London Bridge
7. Ciara - Get up

7 things I like most:
1. Shopping
2. Gymming
3. Rollerblading
4. Beach Volleyball & tanning
5. People watching at a cafe with friends.
6. hanging with e374 & joking with jon lee. wadda joker.
7. spending time with God.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:18 PM 」


Friday, October 20, 2006



somehow, i can't believe you chose not to realise that people love you.

bah, it kinda hurts, but i have to move on, lest issues like this hinder me.

*

on a brighter brighter note, work at instantkarma is getting more enjoyable. got to know the fellow instantkarmics as well as the TOSS and neighbouring shopkeepers.

and i'm running a bad cold. my nose is drippy all over.

special thanks to korkor george for dropping by with panadol cold and a ham sandwich! (:

*

yeah, managed to ketchup with debbie ytd with leeling and mcm-er sam. we ate subway and managed to fellowship. thanks debs, we're here for each other yeah! what's happened is happened. true love gives the freedom of choice.

service tml, but before that, day 2 of the singing auditions. long day, followed by korkor alvin's bbq all the way at friggin BT BATOK. ohmyword....

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:00 PM 」



somehow, i can't believe you chose not to realise that people love you.

bah, it kinda hurts, but i have to move on, lest issues like this hinder me.

*

on a brighter brighter note, work at instantkarma is getting more enjoyable. got to know the fellow instantkarmics as well as the TOSS and neighbouring shopkeepers.

and i'm running a bad cold. my nose is drippy all over.

special thanks to korkor george for dropping by with panadol cold and a ham sandwich! (:

*

yeah, managed to ketchup with debbie ytd with leeling and mcm-er sam. we ate subway and managed to fellowship. thanks debs, we're here for each other yeah! what's happened is happened. true love gives the freedom of choice.

service tml, but before that, day 2 of the singing auditions. long day, followed by korkor alvin's bbq all the way at friggin BT BATOK. ohmyword....

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:43 PM 」




「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:43 PM 」


Wednesday, October 18, 2006



Shopping List WEF 18th October 2208hrs

1 X Ed Hardy Rhineston-studded top
1 X pair of jeans (good fit)
1 X Berms (abercrombie'n'Fitch or BUM)
1 X Belt (no big buckle / no buckle prease) [Added 18/10/06]


completed
3 X Ed Hardy Tops
1 X jeans (topman)
1 X Bag (newurbanmale)
1 X NewUrbanMale vintage tee
1 X Berms (GANT)

even before building fund, i have completed 7 out of my 11 items on my shopping list and i'm still not in lack! hallelujah! :D

*PS: this isn't mummy-swipes-credit-card purchases. it's by my own sweat and earned cash, which makes it SO much more fulfilling :D feels good to own something that is literally your own. hurhur.

( rhinestone top is reserved for the trio pact *nudges al & ky* )

and apparently the stewpig blogger picture posting thing is @#(!* down.. oh well.. if not would have shown you my NUM bag! *gleams big big*

and i wanna go gym -whines like a bonafide macho mary- HAHAHAHA. no i don't sound like that.

i sound worse. LOL

and i needa go suntan, else i'd look like a real weirdo in the lighter ed hardy tops...

ok, spirit of vanity, OUT!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:14 PM 」



1.Best place to cry?
:: church, room with lights out. eyes closed. talking to Daddy God.

2. Missing someone right now?
:: nope!

3. The person/people you love the most?
:: Mum...

4.Tell us your dream last night...
:: One of my church friends was leading praise while doing a para para dance. weird.

5. Ever hate someone so bad?
:: used to.

6. The biggest lie you heard?
:: is that the church uses our money to provide for sun's SKIN boutique. ridiculous. she uses her royalties from her album sales, not the church's fund.

7. Ever lied to someone you love the most?
:: white lies.. but a lie is still a lie.

8. What's the worst thing you've ever done?
:: i suppose screaming at my leader. :/

9. Wanna be someone else than ur self?
:: spiritual satisfaction comes about when you gain self-acceptance of who you are in Christ.

10. Ever slap someone?
:: oops. yes.

11. Last time u cried?
:: last sunday during Prayer meeting!

12. Biggest crush?
:: mmmmmm.. next.

13. Last mall u went to?
:: wisma to pick up my altered jeans!

14. Last memorable song you heard?
:: "I want to sing, until i am lost in Your love..."

15. Last person that hates you?
:: mmmmmm... i know a few in school.

16. Reasons why they hate you?
:: misunderstandings as well as my inability to phrase things right >_<>you (AND NOT JOLIN T-SAI omg)

29. Honestly, are you a good friend?
:: i think so. :)

30. Honestly, do you really think going to
school is important?
:: yes, fail to plan, plan to fail. nothing great is achieved without discipline.

31. Honestly, what are your dreams about,
mostly?
:: about being successful, content and healthy.

32. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most
of the time?
:: mmmm.. church, cell, gymming, suntanning, any physical self-improvement things like the forementioned.

33. Honestly, what are you so sad about right
now?
:: not sad, more bored. lol.

34. Honestly, how old are you now?
:: 19

35. Honestly, what song are you listening to
right now?
:: FRIENDS on VCD. The One with the wedding.

36. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this
very moment?
:: the freeweights in the gym.

37. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
:: weird, but cheeks! (face not butt thanks)

38.Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?
:: -_- NO.

39.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
:: none. zen. ohmmmmmmm.

40.Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug
right now?
:: mum, i want her to come back sooon!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:06 PM 」



so here's my first day at work. come visit me :D





some silly toy that's called Mongers.. "who needs friends when you have"

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and below is a first edition ed hardy.. prolly coz i haven't seen this before.. and no, it's not fake -_- bro bought it all from a reputable boutique in washington dc.




happy. sha la la.. :D

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「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:33 AM 」


Monday, October 16, 2006



i'm starting work at Instant Karma tomorrow.

and today's orientation was truly a crash course on the local company/label..

as colin (the owner) says "we throw our staff straight into the deep end"

wah lau.
lol.

so i guess my building fund's gonna be taken from here. praise the Lord for a wonderful job and a good atmosphere. :)

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:59 PM 」



today is the day... for Ed Hardy. (:

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 5:37 AM 」


Sunday, October 15, 2006



Shopping List WEF 15th October 1203hrs

2 X Ed Hardy Tops
2 X jeans (shredded / embroided / patched)
***MODIFIED***
1X jeans (good fit)
1 X bag

1 X NewUrbanMale Vintage Tees COMPLETED.
1 X Fourskin T-Shirt ( contemplating ...) DECLINED.
2 X Berms (abercrombie'n'Fitch or BUM)
***MODIFIED***
1 X Berms (abercrombie'n'Fitch or BUM)

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ahh yes, soon, the Ed Hardy Tops quantity will change. lala.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 12:07 PM 」



i have an incredibly glam amount of phelgm (or as i'd like to say, phell-gem) in my throat, thanks to the blardy haze.

i abhor the haze.
i despise the haze.
i hate the haze.
i am disgusted by the haze.
i dislike the haze.
i am repulsed by the haze.
i am turned off by the haze.

how's that for a thesaurus? ha.

*

on a brighter note, bro's coming back tml, with one big glam stock of my favourite brand. hurhurhur. no prizes for guessing wut it is.

and if you don't know, you have an appointment with the wall, thanksverymuch. heehee.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:59 AM 」


Thursday, October 12, 2006



(resume Photo Collage from previous entry. dumb blogger.com -_-)


*****

so a night in marina sq + esplanade's V Tea Room with my dear ol pal Yongmin proves to be rather fruitful, albeit the sudden information of "Jack's Place" kinda got us fazed for a while. inside joke.

it's funny how what turned out bad, God will reverse and make it good. very true, indeed an awesome God.

oh yes, and being the lovable bro i am, i wrote this on a napkin and took a picture of it while he was in the loo. yes i know, queue up and go out with me, you'll get warm fuzzy feelings of surprises just like he did. :D


「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:31 AM 」












in my mind.
memories.
the quaint disfiguration of time and space.
equillibrium, the paradox that needs no explanation.
from the medieval to the victorian,
mankind has always battled with the test of time.

so salutations my dear friends,
you guys have (and hopefully continue) to be a joy in my mundane life,
the golden leaves in the autumn fall,
the tiny snowflake that lands on my nose in winter,
my banana boat dark sun tan lotion in summer.

and my ever shining inspiration to remain a positive person.
a man who knows his principles, convictions with a clear conscience.

so sing,
sing a song of love and memories.
two distinct but twined fates of life.

i love you guys alot and you're always in my prayers.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 1:57 AM 」


Monday, October 09, 2006



so e374's steamboat ytd was damn homely.. really happy we had a sorta reunion (sans kaiyim, mes, jenn).. felt very happy coz mum and bro's in USA for already 7 days.. 14 more to go :/ sigh.

and, we played the zhong ji mi ma (number range game) and the guy who strikes eats something from the overcooked steamboat pot..

and ALTHEA got the TOMATO la (thanks for reminding me abt that)

haha.

format pitch is tml. and i'm not stressing out. call me crazy.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:25 PM 」



the captivating glow she radiates,
my heart pulpates in ritardando.
the beauty of her skin,
polar ash, snow white.

eyes, such beautiful eyes,
shimmering with unattainable diamonds.
material things her pupils are not,
for death feigns those who condescend them.

the sweeping fringe, the melodious grandeur of her follicle patterns.
temporal colours, but an everlasting glamour beyond the gradient

fashion, popular culture but shone with great elegance and demure.
womanhood, attained.

charisma like a queen,
humility like a servant.
Esther the second one might say,
but she's unique in every way.

[pardon the last stanza, had to resort to child poems]

*

my heart's all a fluttter, but i'm controlling myself. afterall, isn't life just a test of balance from God?

you can't have too much of anything. good or bad, for afterall, aren't we less than perfect?

*

oh yes, by now, some of you would know that i'm quite a love dove, but again, these are just emancipations from my heart that is brimming full of .. admiration.

pardon the over-exuberant grossness of LOVE factor, but hey, can't help it if i've got such a big input of love that i've gotta give it away. :D

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 5:04 AM 」


Thursday, October 05, 2006



the blue velvet, the meringue myriad of dazzled colours.
how the sea of orange clashes among the eclectic beat of citrus variation.

the toy soldier, sturdy and tall,
slowly marching like clockwork, obedient to his owner.
left right left right,
every day, every night.


nearby, the angelic doll,
full of shekinah shining on her.
small beady eyes, a blonde and intricate fringe,
duly placed with much meticulious articulation.

the soldier moves slowly, surely in clockwork timing towards the shelf of the doll.
the angel turns her head away, knowing very well her feelings towards the toy soldier, yet her head has been turned away by her own owner.

tears fall down the soldier's cheek. His heart yearns for a woman whom he can call his own, respect, admiration, submission.

and the angel wants love.

the soldier, suddenly, breaking out of routine, puts down his gun.
He slowly releases the iron cast position of his left hand.

He speaks slowly (albeit his first time) : " i love you with an everlasting love, never have i felt such a wonderous feeling when i'm with you. your eyes have dazzled like the stars in the milky sky. crimson lips with a flawless complexion weaves a spell around my mind, neverending images of happiness as a union between two souls.. "

The Doll, with much grimace and emotion, however, feigns acknowledgement, her face still turns away.

The soldier then lets out a sigh, weeps and grieves over the death of this love and friendship and walks back into the darkness.

where there is weeping and gnashing of teeth, where the future is faced with apprehension rather than anticipation.

the toy soldier's gun gets chewed up by the darkness around him the toy soldier's lips turned a gothic black from a crimson red.

the doll just looks on, anticipating someone else who would declare such love towards her.

*

how much my emotions overwhelm me,
a junction of decisions,
the awkward tension of being in mock belief.

surely judgement faces me,
yet the carnality and the frailty of life and youth embraces the young and young at heart.

the feeling of rejection and silence surely dissapates,
much to the voice of authority,
yet we silently obey,
perhaps for the better good.

*

bah, i'm being too emotional and poetic at 0343am.

forgive me, but this is as poetic as i can get.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 3:39 AM 」


Tuesday, October 03, 2006



*PS: no pictures coz blogger is getting @!*&#-ed up as usual -_-. maybe lateR?

These are the stuff I'm gonna do:

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you

JANICE

“Internental-Continental Hotel”
say “she sells sea shells on the sea shore” 10 times non-stop
Black. Emo Nemo with love and hugs of course :)
Very focused and detailed in your work
Ah Lian.. coz of your hair in year 1. aiya dun talk about it, love you long long now! :p
Puma. Ferocious but gorgeous!
How does your ex look like??????


KAIYIM

You have reaaaaaly huge eyes!
Retail therapy abstinence for a whole month! *evil sniggers*
I think yellow, coz you’re one big ball of retail energy (nothing wrong with that!)
You love shopping. ‘nuff said!
You were this friend that ivy said was once in her cellgroup and you were super quiet and shy. Boy was I wrong. Heehee. :p
Porcupine. May look so “siong” but in the end very adorable!
How do you get the willpower to save up for branded stuff!?

DEBBIE

You’re very jappish!
say Wahlau in the most male tone
Red! Your love tank is forever full one until you have to pour out your love to others!
Your ability to be so patient and loving towards others.
Quiet little girl in MCM when I approached you, and then you started getting real scared when I started reciting all the background information on you.
Dodo bird. Heehee.
What do you reeeeeally think of me? *insert bambi eyes*

PAMELA

When you smile, you remind me of the sun, very bright, very sunny and very shiny! :)
do kaiyim’s birthday dance all alone. Whee!
Blue. Always playing it cool without looking dao!
You can talk to anyone anywhere anytime (even on Monday morning at 130am before you left for Vietnam!)
Dao looking sister of Pearly’s.
Penguin. Maybe its coz your name start with P too. Haha. Aside from that, very docile but not scared, meek but not low self-esteem!
Play badminton with me using your other hand (the one which u don’t really use)

WINNIE

HONEY STARS PIE!
Be super D for one whole cellgroup meeting. :P
Orange. I think coz Winnie the Pooh. Heehee.
Very patient and always very hospitable to the newcomers
Very shy quiet girl who has a long fringe that covers her eyes.
Dove. A symbol of peace and gentleness!
Didn’t your fringe make your eyes itch last time?

CHERYL

Your maggi mee hairstyle was very unique!
try to eat a whole bowl of yummy green vegetables!
the RAINBOW. You’re one creative girl!
Your creative abundance.
Quiet, short girl whom is known for her anointed creativity.
Peacock. Colourful and fashionable!
Where do you get your fashion sense from?


「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:17 AM 」


Monday, October 02, 2006



feeling a bit upset, one of my music students is gonna stop having lessons soon.. the mum says that she doesn't have time to practise.

i feel very majorly bummed out, faith is such a cute girl, though she maybe a bit over the top at times, but her very adorable antics always make me smile and make my saturday feel so good..

sigh, the saying is always so true, you won't know how much you cherish someone until he/she gets taken away from you.

well, goodbye Faith Ng, i loved the moments we had, where you would pretend the eat the book, or sleep on the piano, or try to steal all my colourful gelstick pens. sigh.

must take picture with you next week!!! :D

well, i guess we move on.

*

seeing cheryl's blog got me inspired to start a diary on my spiritual walk too, won't be posting up pictures though, see how lar. haha. either way, she's doing a great job on her challenge! :)

*

met up with nephew alvin today, aside from having a drink at Tantric and dinner at raffles hotel, it was pretty much routine like of cliche conversations.. but it was great catching up.

it's rather odd to have a nephew who's like 15 years older than you and working in a bank earning big bucks. ahh, the complexity of the cantonese family tree.

*

building fund's coming up. time to start praying, let's not grow weary..

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:34 PM 」