after many weeks of stressing, anger, disappointment and frustration..

day 1 of AFP "Brotherhood" shooting is over.

thanks to God for being there with me, giving me the patience to deal with impatience. (hurhur)

oh, and you know what...

MY SHORT FILM FOR EMERGE GOT THROUGH TO THE FINALS!!

:DDDDD

i'm like damn happy can? yay!!

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:51 PM 」

mega long time since i updated.

i shan't go into details coz, i'm darn lazy lar. HAHAA.

anyhoochiekoochies, hows y'all doing? i'm hesitating to go over to LJ. it focuses on the content rather than decorations, but i wonder if i should, unless i'm really not bothered bout my layout.

filmings bout to start for AFP.

haven't heard anything bout EMERGESHORTFILM. i'm so worried sick.

anyway, been working out alot. so that's a good thing, and i'm back in track with God. thanks to Sis Yah Lan for praying for me! but once again, it's between me and God, and i thank Him for His abundant grace and mercy upon my life.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 10:59 AM 」

my ears were blocked. so i pinched my nose and exhaled.

and suddenly at my left eye's little spacing, a puff of air came out.

weird.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 11:53 PM 」

it's so true that projects and group discussions have a tendency to break up friendships.

or at least thats what i perceived it to be.

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seems that i'm getting stagnant on this blog. forgive me dear readers, it has been a crucial time of deadlines and all that jazz.

ZOE productions is a trio. excluding 2 members who are mightily busy.

AFP team is eh.. sucky thanks to my unqualified leadership skills of a director.

DarkInkProductions is rather low at the moment as we're all concentrating of the forementioned.

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no joke, they said year 1 is slack compared to year 3. and here i am.

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Ps Phil Pringle is at chc this week, was only able to catch s1 thanks to project groups and stuff.. the power of prayer, it's funny how we rarely notice the importance of building up an atmosphere of faith around us all the time. I need the spirit of prayer. for greater is He that's living in me than he that is in the world.

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i don't know whether it's the 4 letter word. i could be toying around, but that's just plain mean. i've got to end it soon. you're so nice, so so nice, but something's holding me back, and i kinda know what's it bout. :/

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pls pray fer me, my absolute first time DIRECTING a film for AFP. yes, DIRECTING. Mr aesthetically-challenged producer has gone over to the other side of the fence. but hell, carpe diem i say, carpe diem.

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it's hard to take anyone seriously, my guard's definitely up to the people around me, close or not. it's hard to know whom i can trust and lean on at such moments. Seems that most of my friends are limited, temperamental, temporary and taut. Who can i stick to when i'm in trouble, feeling down or stuff like that? Has there EVER been ANYONE in my life whom i can lean on? God's sufficient yes, but He didn't make just one man alone in this world, to quote Dionne Warwick, "That's what friends are for"

friend? what friend?

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:29 PM 」

what a hiatus. i needed some closure.

the commitments in school have been piling up. i guess these are the consequences of my decisions. wait. that sounded damn negative.

AHEM. REWIND.

what a long delayed vacation! i needed some time to breathe again!

the passion-filled responsiblities in my educational institute has been flooding in like tsunami-waves! oh well, these are just the results of my decisions.

BUT.

i'm glad my portfolio is getting more substantial. i so believe in the harvest theory. you reap what you sow. i've been sowing so much time into the film competition as well as my school work, i really pray that i'll reap what i deserved. good results!

anyhooo, the past few days were all odd hours of sleep, meagre moments of rest and loads of fun with EMERGE filming, EffectivePeopleManagement discussion, Mavis's Birthday Party, Hazel's Birthday BBQ, Rev Casey treat, Ps Mark Connor, AdvancedFilmProduction Meetings..

haha. i've just summed up 2 weeks of itenary into a paragraph.

jus hw shrt-frmed m i? heheX.

「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 9:29 PM 」