armorbearer (2006 blog): KOK outing.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006



i can't believe i am getting so hung up over you when nothing's even confirmed.

conversations aren't going anywhere, it's all just air talk. nothing substantial. proposals are turned down, appointments are pushed far away.

and i feel so damn shitty right now. this is freaking depressing.

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before all these happened. I WENT OUT WITH MS DENISE KOK HUI FEN (i think it's huifen)

:))))))))))

been a long time since i've rendezvous with her. spent our evening at marina sq, eating at some nice fish resteraunt near the bridge entrace. $12+ for a good seafood basket. aside from all the oil (AHHH FATS!)

followed by watching MOSAIC at Esplanade by the day. big band was the theme tonight! haha. BLACK CAT BONE! haha. i just love the guitar rifts, the catchy beat and the toe tapping rhythms. the guys voice is orgasmic lar. derived from denise's description.

had some spiritual talks.. being able to be so liberated around her gives me the space i need to breathe.

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i don't know why i'm so hung up over AWAITING your short messages. i feel like such a floser when i'm all hung up over this.

i needa dance.
「 :x all the boys stomp your feet like this x: 2:13 AM 」